
Good Evening ...
Today was a good day ...
... Back to school
... started a new project for work
... met with my interior decorator, who I'm doing some bartering and trading with pictures in exchange for some "decor" and upgrades to the house
... went to a "Mourning to Morning" session with my uncle this evening
Productive day ...
My thoughts and summary for the day ...
... LeAnna was a little shy about actually walking through the classroom door this morning ... but did fine and had a great day ... made a 2007 party hat to wear today ... good first day back.
... new project for work ... I like new, but not "new that I don't know" ! ha! Learning something new can be fun though ... definitely something different ... a new challenge!
... chose some material for window treatments in my kitchen, dining room and great room area ... chose paint colors for the kitchen and foyer ... excited about this "change" for the new year!
... the session this evening was very encouraging as always ... my uncle is still having trouble dealing with the death of my aunt ... it's only been 8 weeks ... so it's still fresh ... the holidays were difficult and it's just going to take some time ... listening to the different ones speak, give their story, vent, cry, divulge their feelings was interesting to me this evening ... you have to really put yourself in their shoes or you would think they were crazy for talking the way they were ... but I remember when my Dad passed away and I attended these sessions for about a year ... and I recalled how much it helped ... and how silly I must have sounded at times ... and even selfish at times ... having my own little pity party ... but that's all part of the grieving process ... my uncle made mention to me this evening that he felt so bad and even guilty at times for having a good day! One lady said she was ticked off that her husband up and died suddenly in the back yard one day last year! But these emotions are all part of the process that you go through ... I'm just thankful that there is a program such as this one to attend - for hurting people ... believe it or not, it helps when someone looks at you and says "it's okay to feel that way" ... it sort of validates the way you feel.
So ... I'm definitely ready for "bed-nite time" ... as LeAnna would so sweetly put it!
Big weekend ahead! We have some family coming in ... the anniversary of my grandmother's death is this Sunday - it will be nice for the family to be together to reflect. And then my Mom's birthday is Monday ... we will probably take her somewhere really nice for dinner ... it all worked out great for some family to be here to help us celebrate her special day Monday ... I'm sure I'll be very "reflective" after this weekend! =) You know me ... and my "moments"!
Happy Thursday ... tammy















































